If I could, I would live under the ground

Confessions of Suljo Talovic, whose son committed a massacre in Salt Lake City: If I could, I would live under the ground

By A. Hadzic | Published 26/1/2012. at 06:04

All these years, he says, neither he nor his wife Sabira have no answer to the horrific process of their son

Talovic: In your soul, and bear the loss of those five people in America Talovic: In your soul, and bear the loss of those five people in the U.S.

That life has a scale that weighed the individual grief of every man, probably would, under the weight of his grief, the scales exploded, said at the beginning of confession for "Dnevni Avaz" in cold Cerska Suljo Talovic.

These days, it will be five years since Suljin 18-year-old son Suleiman in a shopping mall in the U.S. city of Salt Lake Sitiju shot and killed five people, after which he himself succumbed to the bullets of the police who stopped him in his deadly spree.

Horrific Crimes

- Do not ask me why and how we live or how you feel. I live because I can not live in the country, because I know that the rest of the family has to live. That applies to bury in the ground, so that my Suleiman along with those five men who killed them up from the earth, I'd be buried. But ... Nothing is true - almost tearfully tells Suljo, remembering the painful event five years earlier.

Talovic in the demolished house: This is not my only tragedy

All these years, he says, neither he nor his wife Sabira have no answer to the horrific process of their son. He is said Talovic, a child who is best listened to them and that they as parents trusted to look after them while they are alive.

- This is not the only tragedy in my life. Suleiman is the third child we have lost. In his soul, and bear the loss of those five people in America. Grief and sorrow of parents 16-year-old girl who killed me then and is now before his eyes - he says to us.

There is no life

Suljo Talovic with his wife and four daughters currently live in an environment Kalesije.

Constantly going to the village Talovic trying to rebuild his war destroyed the house to where he returned and continued life. Unfortunately, there are of them. In summer, do something about the way agriculture and logging and selling wood to make money to feed his family.

He wants to be farmers

- Want life to continue to Talovic. I hope you will take some help to get you a sheep, or buy a cow, only that I had nothing to concern myself with how I provided food for the family. My hands are not looking for charity, but want to work - says Suljo.

No one I is not said, but I could not stay in the U.S.

After returning from America Suljina husband had heart surgery.

- Sit at home and mourn. Three years ago we gave birth to another girl. We thought that we will facilitate it, but ... - Hardly tells Talovic.

He states that in 2009. he tried again to live in the United States.

- I went to Salt Lake Siti and stayed for six months. The same boss with whom I worked once again invited me to do. No I did not said anything bad during my stay there, but I could not - the story Talovic.